The picture above so perfectly fits and describes my story—uphill, downhill, round and round, exciting, and scary, bright spots and dark spots. My “joyful journey” has sometimes been an amazing thrill ride and sometimes just a big downward spiral! But, the emotional, mental, and physical struggles are all part of the story, and through it all, I see clear reflections of God’s amazing grace.

Wednesday, June 8, 2005

Minute Musings

"Children of God" -- Today I realized why those who belong to the family of God are called the "children of God". It's because we're not very grown up! We will spend our whole lives growing toward spiritual, emotional, mental, and behavioral maturity! God looks at us in love (as His dear children) just as we look at our young children with love -- fully aware of their (our) immaturity, and therefore, their (our) inability to behave in a fully grown-up manner! But, clearly, the goal is maturity!

"Fogginess and Haze" -- Yesterday morning, when I first got up and looked out the window, I noticed something unusual. The sky was completely overcast, as though a sheet had been draped down from heaven. There was no obvious pattern of clouds -- the sky was just a solid, opaque color that I couldn't see through. Yet, this phenomenom was only true off in the distance. The area surrounding me was clear as a bell, even up to a few miles away, but the hills way off in the distance (the higher elevations) were completely invisible, as though they didn't even exist!

The sight reminded me that this is how life is -- we only get to see this moment! God doesn't give us a glimpse of tomorrow, or even five minutes from now. So often it seems that what we see today makes absolutely no sense to us, and sometimes we wonder about the "how" and the "why" (of today) and the "when" and the "how" (of tomorrow), but only God knows the answer to our questions. He sees the bigger picture -- He sees clearly through the fogginess and the haze, and in His great wisdom and kindness, He protects us from knowing more than we need to know. What we can see right now is all we get for right now. We can trust Him even in the fog and the haze because He sees right through it! I'm so thankful He is that kind of God!

1 comment:

Mister Ed T said...

Being God's child is an awesome thing. I've recently moved from simply enjoying being curled up in His arms to also experiencing the peace of being His adult son. The Biblical concept of adoption is that we are chose by God to be His adult sons (and daughters), His heirs, and because He has so choesn us, He will never never disown us. We will alwys be His precious (adult) Children!